smiling's my favorite.

I’m just really happy to be alive

because I have some of the most amazing people in my life and I wouldn’t trade any of them for the world. 


So grateful and I wish I could just pause some moments to live in them for awhile longer before the summer ends. Summer has hardly even begun and I know there are going to be so many days within the next 3 months that absolutely trump previous days of my life and I am so beyond excited. 

My summer starts tomorrow night after my final performance as a college student with super talented people who have really helped me this semester more than they’ll ever know and I wish I could figure out a way to thank them all. They’re all just such GOOD people. Good people are so rare, and I feel like I’m usually sent some pretty fake “good” people, only to find out a few weeks/months after “connecting” that they’re actually not worth my time. Which explains a lot of my “failed relationships”. 

Also, I love scrapbooking. and Milkshakes at 1 in the morning with a few awesome girlfriends. I missed this. And I’m going to miss this so much in September.

BUT in life, we have no pause, rewind, or fast forward button, so we can only live in the moments and appreciate what we have, when we have it, while we still can.

So I hope you’re all lovely, Followers, and that you’re finishing up school strongly and not zoning out too quickly, or that you’re starting the summer off with lots of fun =)


PS. I’m going to a 90’s themed party on saturday with basically all theater people and we’re dressing as 90’s characters/ the way our parents dressed us when we were little, tie dying SO MUCH having water balloon activities, spin art, a BBQ, a sprinkler, S’MORES, and Sangria, to name a few of the activities which will be available to partake.  

Have lovely dreams, friends. Have lovely dreams. =) <3 

Today was (still is) freezing.

I try to imagine laying out by the pool in Florida, looking up at the sky, seeing beautiful palm trees bordering my view…

And then I wake up and I realize I’m wearing 3 layers covering my entire body, other than my face and I get sad. 

WOMPP

I NEED:
Palm trees
warmth
the freaking sun burning my skin making me NOT so pale
this semester to be over so I can feel/see all of these things.