This freaking weekend has reminded me how beautiful life is.

I have such incredible people in my life. Catching up with friends is so wonderful and it just makes my life when they call and tell me how they’re doing.

I think it’s awesome to have friends you’re proud of. I actually think that those are the people who are your actual friends- the ones you can say, “I’m so proud of you,” gladly and in front of anybody who will listen. 

I’m so blessed, it’s not even funny. 

My sister and I have been going to the gym together and I’m rather excited. I biked about 11.5 miles today and then treadmilled uphill for about 2 miles to cool dat shiz down before rehearsal.

I FEEL LIKE MYSELF AGAIN. 

This past week, people told me I’m beautiful. At random. 
I guess it’s been awhile since I’ve felt beautiful. 
So I guess I think it’s a big deal that people are telling me I’m beautiful since I’m actually FEELING it. 

The past 6 months, I was at my lowest I’ve ever really been at because I thought I’d never be able to sing again and I hated that my asthma was taking over my damn life. BUT I’ve taken control of my life again and I’m really excited. 

(I gave up fried foods, fast food [not panera or fudruckers because I feel like they are more sit down restaurant-types and their food is actually pretty good for you] and junk food for lent. I was going to give up soda, too, but I don’t really drink that enough to feel like it’s a loss. SO yeah, I gave up that stuff for LENT because I did it a few years ago and I’d gotten at my healthiest, so here’s to a repeat! Because I’d never been happier.)

ALSO. I love wearing lipstick. I love wearing make up. 
I stopped wearing eye make up and stuff because I didn’t want to be seen as “the girl who’s trying too hard.” But. Whatever. If people think that way, they’re dumb, because I feel rather lovely with some eye make up and lipstick. So bye. =)

ALSO. QUICK QUESTION: WHY DOES PLANET FITNESS HAVE FREE TOOTSIE ROLLS!?! As I leave from working out and feeling wonderful, I snatch them up and I feel like I just ruined my last 45 minutes of life… 

ALSOALSO. Rachel McAdams. I’d like to be the next you. Can I have your career? 

Things I’m essited for/about:

I’m alive. 
I can sing.
THE HUNGER GAMES MOVIE COMES OUT SO SOON!! HOLYSHIT!
I’m doing really well in school.
I’m graduating in May and I can’t wait to be done with this damn school.
New friendships are awesome.
St. Patrick’s day is pretty damn soon. 
I’m going to Disney for easter with my family =D
I turn 21 in two months and some change. 
My dad’s surprise birthday party is the weekend after my birthday. 

I love who I am. 

Since getting closer to some people from school, I’ve found plenty of people who LOVELOVELOVE ULTIMATE FRISBEE and want to start playing soon!! I CAN’T EVEN FUCKING WAIT TO START PLAYING AGAIN.

I joined the damn gym and I’m so damn excited.
I’m going to be tan soon. Hell.YEAH.

Cabaret is going to be pretty beautiful and I’m really happy it will be my last performance at the school a week or two before I officially graduate.

I’M SEEING INGRID MICHAELSON IN CONCERT THE WEEK BEFORE I GRADUATE!! AH!! 

I’m in love with some songs lately. 

Ghost- Ingrid (literally, blasting/singing like cray more than 5 times a day)
End of the World- Ingrid (^^same)
Broken Headlights- Joey Ryan ft. Sara Bareilles 

Also. I started writing my speech for next week and I guess I’m a little obsessed. 

I hope you’re all doing so well, lovelies! 
<3